queenieyang

queenieyang

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

i read it with laughter but tears in the heart.

it was a windy morning and i decided to skip my class after my math quiz. well done, queenie! :D the emptiness of the computer lab giving me the inspiration to update my blog. i was her with him and decided to read about the blog post he weote for me. the post was pirivate with password and the password was the day we start our story and sadly it didn't last as i expected. i took some time to figure out the password and at the end he told me. muahahahahahahahaha. stupid me. at the beggining, i didn't have the courage to read it beside him but i can't go online at home so just f**k it. i read the post about me right beside him. i didn't know how to cover the awkward so i read it with laughter. starting was alright but when i continue reading it i can feel tears rolling iin ,y eyes. i know i can't cry in front of him and 'm still in collge so i cover the feeling with my laughter. the blog isn't funny but if you were here, you will think that 'm reading some comedy but 'm NOT!

*silent moments* there is only both of us in the computer lab and we can actually pretend like nothing or maybe i should say that i can pretend like i never read that.

'm sorry for hurting you over and over again and thanks for being there whenever i need you. i decided to put a fullstop in between us because i feel that you deserve a better one and we are nice just like this way. (:

'm sorry. really sorry and thank you for all these while. (: