days full with memories.

in another 5 days i will be turning into 19. just can't believe that the time past so fast; i have been on this earth for 19 years. wow! in this 19 years i went through joy, happiness, sad, disappointment, betrayal and more. and this 19 years i became stronger; more experience but somehow didn't turn smarter in handling relationship. 

i was once standing alone, feeling lost but on the way i found friends and family. 

never alone anymore. (:

was once searching for the freedom 'm dreaming for...

and its time for my mum to let me go and search for my own dream. <3

going to turn 19 in this strange place and going to celebrate it with my loved ones in singapore. first time celebrating there and i just can't wait for it! and i got my very first birthday present from my 2 crazies. i <3 both of you. 

i was guessing what it going to be. hmm.....

well.... is a wishing bottle. i can write my wishes and put them in. :D

and and! i got free starbucks treat too! ehem! it was an act but turn out to be a real one. thanks, gabriel!

one of my favourite, dark mocha frappucino. <3

muahahahaahahahahaha. went for students induction and briefly know how my course going to be. somehow, can't wait to start my class and explore new thingssss! and and and! 'm glad and happy that 'm going to be with the 2 crazies for the first month. 

banana cake!

well, its going to be 11 soon and 'm still awake baking banana cake with my two sisters. :D the photos!

butter and sugar. 

i know this look disgusting but it going to be super tasty. 

the resultssss....

yummmy. <3

well, this going to be my breakfast or supper! muahahahahahahahaha. :D

here come the last day of the sleepless night.

weell, it comes to an end. 4 days of sleepless is enough and somehow my hard works pay. not me, my team members! :D here come the photos! results is not important, the most important is the process of it. and through the process i gather some life experience.

well, this was the fourth day. the funniest moment. :D

oh yay! guys are wearing skirt. they were really cute and funny.

yes! finally we are taller than him. (:

group photo with mr lim. he is awesome!

the 3 crazies! we will never miss the chance to cam whore. ::D

the 3 crazies formal shoes. (:

yes! i got this. :D

i start to miss my another 2 crazies. :'( although was tiring throughout the 5 days but i had lots of lots of fun with them. 'm going to miss the 2 crazies sooooooooooooo much. :D

5 days of course.

well. tomorrow going to be my last day of the 5 days course. 'm supposed to do my presentation slides but since i edit my bog design and decide to write a new post for the new background. :D this 4 days are really tiring. yesterday slept at 3 almost 4 i guess. just to get some ideas for my report and presentation tomorrow! and today i was so sleepy throughout the modules. the coordinators have to keep push me to wake me up. sorry. going to upload some photos first. more to come tomorrow. (:

well, this is tallest art work among us. 

haha! one of the crazies.

my jelly baby tree. first time heard of this.

have been craving for this. <3 finally!

this is what i do when 'm bored. but nice shot.

<3 queenie <3

alright. i should back to my presentation slides and sleep earlier tonight. need to be awake for my presentation. don't want to screw my presentation for nothing. (: tomorrow will be last day. i will miss the friends i met there and the fun i had there. and and! the lessons i learnt there. :D *sign out*

new place, new life. (:

came here for almost 2 weeks i guess. lazy want to write so i will let photos do the job. (:

some groceries shopping. (:

garlic bread. my favourite. dinner. 

garlic bread of course come with mushroom. lyn cooked for me. (:

and here are some of the photos me at the new college life with new people, faces. (:

cam whore time. :D

she always call me shortie and now who is the shortie? xD

the 3 crazies. :D

just the second day and i already tired and somehow exhausted. and 'm sick! oh no. :( hopefully my body will recover as fast as possible then i can jump and roll all over. :D

another sleepless night.

is another sleepless night. 'm back to the place where i really belong to but i couldn't sleep in this special night. i was having someone in my mind and couldn't stop thinking back the time we had together. it was a real deep night where i believe that every one is asleep except me. standing at the side of windows, looking at the quiet and  peace night street and let my thoughts flow through me. that smell remind me of the night we had together outside. with no curfew, spend all my time with him, star gazing with him at the top of hill.i look deep through in me. this relationship left scars on me. scars that can be seen and cannot be seen. we left each other for almost 2 years, he got his own new life, he moved on and so do i but the scars he left in me will be always there. the scars will be always there to remind me that he was here in my heart, in my life and in my past.

this sleepless night, let me look deep through in me. let me know the pain i went through, the happiness i had in the past and present. and the unpredictable future 'm looking forward.

a new month, a new place.

entering the third month of 2011, a new month and me starting my third month life at a new place. i left kl to jb. at first i didn't want to leave my home and come all the way here. i have been staying with my mum and kl since the time i came out from my mum's stomach. i never leave that place for so long. maybe its time for me to be real independent. without my mum at the side of me. when 'm tired no one i can complain to, i have to be strong on myself. when 'm sick no one is there to take care of me during night time. what to do? 'm the only child so my mum used to pamper me a lot and now no more pampering. haha! time to be a big big girl. :D

'm going to be at this strange place for years. this ain't going to be easy for me at the beginning but i will try my best to get myself fit in this strange and new place. the first night i came here, sleeping in the big room that makes me couldn't sleep at all. i didn't know that my body is that choosy or maybe i start to miss my mum. she is going to be all alone at the other side. the hundreds km of distance apart us. when i on the phone with my mum i know that she misses me and and she told me that the house is quiet without me. now she know how important am i in the house. muaahahahahahahaha. :D

the last time i went shopping with mummy. (:

found this in cold storage, gardens.

the hand behind is mummy's. :D